Sorry mom !

Hi everybody (;

so sorry for the late write text.

That several day I going to my relative home.

  so miss my all cute cousin =)

last night I with my mom quarrel already,

So sorry mom.X( sorry !

can u forgive me?

I want go Genting wif my lovely family !

and

I want go Malacca wif my friend !

I'm waiting for this holiday. (:

School life.

Ahlehluya~

Lol ==

I'm Crazy?

I very hate my school malay teacher

all is babi !

Ya !

is BETUL (:

18.5.2010 that day

I exist do my mathematics,

the babi teacher take my mirror lose at the dustbin.

What the hell !

That teacher is Crazy already? 

I so angry !

 )X

Yeah!!

Tomorrow is finally exam

=)

Tonight I will read my Geo and Sivik.

God bless me again !

I wait for JUNE holiday.

75day !

I haven't message him for so long lea

almost 75day (Included today).

One day one call from him,

I am going to burst.

Can anybody tell me why he dan't have such attitude?

They don't understand what the couple feel

):

They are not caring at all..

D:

Rescue me please !

A hand to hold.

I feel like I’m having a very healthy life.

everyday for do homework and sleeping early.

I also realized that I like to “dream” a lot recently.

It’s just so wrong, so wrong, so, stop dreaming!

Come back to reality, don’t dream because it’s not possible!

I can’t get my head out of it.

I’ve recovered from love sick but I’ve also infected by love phobia.

 I don’t want to be in love with people who doesn’t love me back.

That’s absolutely, completely torturous for me.

I try hard to stay firm,

drag myself out of this love circle.

I don't want CRY

&

don't want PAIN

  I’ve never typed such sensitive article in a while.

I was numb and I had no feelings for everything, but now I can finally feel again.

Ignore me, single for long, keen of being loved.

23.5.2010

 真的不知道要怎样形容现在的心情

只知道全身不舒服,很累.

最令我很困难的是,

原来我控制不了自己做不该做的事.

在我的生活里会说的只是一句

"不知道"

我什么都不知道,

我自问做人还有意思吗?

很累,很累.

 每次都想知道关于他的事

为什么还是不能控制自己别去理会他的事?

我知道他有喜欢的对象了

我又能怎样?

现在的我只会哭着打这篇文章

心痛了一次又一次

我能不能祝福他们?

我能不能别去理会他和她的事了?

好想向人借肩旁给我静静的大哭一场.

我只想微笑的走过我的人生.

不想烦,不想哭,不想痛,不想理.

 一切已走到终点了,

永远也不能再开始.

Smile?

* Old pic 2009

   

什么叫快乐？

就是掩饰自己的悲伤对每个人微笑.

 原來還是一直在逃避那所謂的真實,

所謂的人心.

从新的调整自己,来面对将来即将发生的一切,

深呼吸,我们都需要时间来平复.

19.05.10

Hi guys.

I come up write text again (;

 Today start exam,

lol ! so difficult of this exam.

Whole don't know how to do

be afraid for my exam. )x

God bless me..Pls !

Recently, I very worry for my younger brother.

Why?

He become bad already,

since read middle school after and totally become.

I hope my younger brother can become well behave.

but.. when?

Who person can tell me when?

Ah boy * My younger brother.

Please leave let dad and mum worry .Pls !

 

Friend or lover?

刚刚在FB发现了一样东西

标题：献给天下和我有一样经历的朋友

(按一下就有了) 

你们可能相爱过,你们也可能喜欢这彼此

但是,
为了什么愿因,你们没能在一起?

也许,
你们相遇太早,还不懂得珍惜对方.

也许,
你们相遇太晚,身边已经有了另一个人.


也许,
对方已不再等待.


也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心
而迟迟无法跨出界线.

不过即使你们没在一起,
那你们还是保持了朋友的关系.

但是,
你们心底清楚,对这个人
你比朋友还多了一份关心.


他又喜欢的人,你口头上会帮他追,
心里却不是很清楚你是不是真的希望他追到.


他遇到困难时,你会尽你所能帮他,
不会计较谁又欠了谁.

男女朋友吃醋了
你会说,他们只是朋友.
但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定.

每个人这辈子,都有过这么一个特别的朋友,
很矛盾的行为.

一开始你不甘心做朋友的,
但久了,你发现这样最好.

你宁愿这样关心他,
总好过在一起而有天会分手.

你宁愿做他的朋友,彼此不会吃醋,才可以真的无所不谈.
特别是这样,你还知道他永远会关心你的.

做不成男女朋友,当他是一个特别的朋友有什么不好呢?
有这样一个人,我很喜欢,却不忍动情.

因为我知道,如果我们成了男女朋友,
我们就不能像这样无所不谈.


我会更在乎他,对自己的看法.
因为我知道如果我们成了男女朋友,我们就会要求对方更多.

想占为已有..
会吃醋,会吵架,到最后或许会分手.

所以这样最好. 

 我不知道到现在我和他还算不算是朋友

也许..不是

感觉我和他好陌生.

Ling Birthday.

 

13.5.2010

 

Happy  Brithdae to my Cousin * Elain Ling

生日快乐

Happy Brithday to u ;)

Wish you happy everyday..

We ♥ Justin Bieber.

 Baby.

 Baby, baby, baby nooo~
My baby, baby, baby noo~
My baby, baby, baby nooo~
I thought youd always be mine mine~  

♥

Justin Bieber.

 

Isn't he cute ? :D

 We ♥ Justin Bieber !=)

Happy Mother's Day

9.5.2010 .

Happy Mother's Day to all gorgeous mothers :)

Happy Mother's Day 

to my dearest mummy ♥

Wif family go jusco eat KFC ;)

 

Sorry mummy.

I had made you to endure the pain in the heart.

I'm so sorry mummy.

 

I LOVE U MUMMY =)

爱与不爱.

School.

 

OMG~!

My face..

 My brother (Sai Lou) say " Jie~Why your face so "chan" de? Cry ah?"

I say " ha? where got? don't have cry la. yam gong lo = =

School.

I missed out lots of homeworks

I'm far behind of my studies

Becoming less confident with myself .

Remind my self don't think so much

&

don't cry.

You're Not Sorry

You're Not Sorry

All this time I was wasting,
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again,
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did - before
You're not sorry, no no ohhh

Looking so innocent,
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe 

 I want to say "喜欢一个人,爱一个人一样辛苦! "

Oh god !

今天很倒霉，

被下午班的老师发现我的电话了

她带我去Disiplin室

还叫另一个Disiplin老师没收我的电话

I hate u this malay fertile teacher !

那时都快要课外活动完毕回家了

还想把我电话给没收

都和他说了我带电话来学校的原因

他还是说 "Sekolah ni tak boleh bawah handphone"

Lol != =

最后,我还是求他把电话还给回我了 X)

没被他打，

只是写了我的大名 TT

最近我过得不是很开心

心事重重

有谁能听我诉苦？

有谁能帮到我？

想找个人听我诉诉苦也很难

真的不知道我活在这世界上有什么好处

今天被我发现了一件事

原来你是个酱的人

我说的那位不是君德

看我部落的你肯定知道我在说的人是你了

真的没想到你是酱的人

原来你喜欢我的朋友（喜欢谁你自己心知肚明）

喜欢了一个又喜欢另一个
口说喜欢我

哈哈

可笑~

这些骗人的吧

那时,现在我都没答应你和你一起

原因就是我对你没感觉

还有我还放不下他

还爱着他

我说过只当你是我的守护男罢了 

守护男你做得好

可是现在的你我想因该不能再当下去了吧

  

先说明

我不是在吃醋,

不是什么东西

而是不明白为什么你喜欢了一个又和另一个女生说"我喜欢你"?

你看了请别生气 .

pls don't angry me.