烦

很烦，很乱!

我好想问个清楚,可是..我没勇气问

我问不下去,我能怎样?

Don't want to leave.

Oh yeah~

Today is finally finished trial exam

 We don't have to be afraid, don't worry about it

I'm very excited,because we had to normal lives again :)

I'm waiting for October-PMR

Oh no~! ><'

I don't want to exam this PMR,Actually I'm afraid very worried..Worried about my bad grades.

Distance and 3 months, they soon graduate..

To tell the truth, I don't want them and him to leave this school,because I loathe to give up his leave. I'm afraid all alone! Afraid he after graduation will be pretended not to know me. Afraid he will find a good girl. 

I'm afraid ! Who knows?

=(

Can any people tell me, he would know me after graduation?

安息了

20.8.2010

那天爸爸和我说公公已去世了

当时的我还在睡梦中,听到这样 感觉很不真实感
我已经没办法再入睡了,不停的思考不停的害怕
   

我还记得很疼我的婆婆去世那夜晚死的感觉和情景
那天听到他去世之后,那种害怕的感觉又再次回来
我以为这些事不会再发生了

为什么还会那样?
现在想起以前的事,有点痛苦
害怕的心再次有

医药..不是很发达吗?
为什么还会陆陆续续死那么多人
是医生的失误吗? 还是人为?
我不懂,竟然你们医生已经知道了,为什么还要拖?
人就是要现实吗? 现实太残酷了吧.

我害怕我的亲戚朋友死,也害怕自己死
那种冷冰冰的感觉躺在棺材上,我一点也不要

人生就是这样,今天不知明天会发生什么事 

所以要好好珍惜自己的亲人和朋友,不要等到人已不在了才来后悔,才来懂得珍惜.

有时,家人骂我们也是为了我们好,

我们不因该骂回他们,说他们唠叨.

最后..

公公,安息了.

No post.

No post,No Idea.

I don't know what to write and My head is full of empty 

=='

So sorry all my readers,tomorrow I'll update again

 

Now,I want to say I'm tired!

Oh god!

Hello guys(;

Suddenly I fell like blogging.so yeah.Here I am.Blogging in my lovely blog :)

completely and extremely stress out and fed up about my life now! 

PMR,friendship,family.

Everything seems to be so fucking blank and black for me.

I told myself  I can do it, I can do it!
But in the end? I CAN DO IT! 

I told myself everything is going to be fine.
But,in the end? EVERYTHING IS NOTHING!

I told myself everything will goes smoothly in the next day.
But,in the end? EVERYTHING GOES WORST! 

I told myself endure everthing as much as I can.
But,in the end? MY HEART BLEEDS!

I told myself not to cry anymore.
But,in the end? MY TEARS ROLLED DOWN FROM MY FACE!

Why everthing seems to be so hard and difficult? 

Why and what is the reason should I endure all these stress and pain?

Why everthing needs me to endure and bear for it?

Why I cant solve all these problems so easily?

Why would I born in malaysia and not japan?

Can anyone answer my questions and tell me why? My heart is seriously hurts!

Refueling

今天的心情特別的低落,学业上的烦恼真的帶來了不少='(

有目標是好事

可是太重了,有時候真的背得好辛苦

到底是我個人的問題,還是別人的問題?

為甚麼我得到的收穫,永遠就只有限制?

世界就是個不公平,可能這就是運氣吧

運氣我可能欠缺了.

往往努力的爭取,努力的嘗試

得不到,就是得不到

可能運氣就只能帶我走到這裡吧

到最後的路只好自己努力的尋找

下个星期18号就考试了,还是继续加油吧!

还有和嘉欣一起畚斗:)

Wondering

I am wondering...Arghhh! Stomach damn pain!

I'm useless, i can't do anything, i can't help you ;(

Words cannot describe about my feeling now

I am not the special one ..

See something i don't suppose to see it !Heart bleeding, Tears dropping .

Be mature, Be gentleman, Be generous !

I hate it seriously

Exhausted! Exhausted! Exhausted!

 I don't want to think,Pls Stop think this !! ):

感人MV(備好面紙.你會淚流不止)

 

片中男主角為了要讓心愛的女人重見天日,而獻出自己眼睛的故事.好感人!

愛一個人

無私的付出

眼睛是攝影師的最重要的東西,他為了愛人寧願給女方誤會他.

因為她­受傷而離開也不願意讓她所愛的女人知道他捐出他自己的眼角膜給他­自己心愛的女人.

試想一下有多少人可以不離不棄

很多時候要誤解,請多想一下

你為對方作了什麼?

對方為你作了什麼?

很少男生会为了心爱的人而献出自己的眼睛,体味一下这真正的爱情.