Friday, September 17, 2010

Everybody!

I MISS U,Everybody! :)
I came back already! Guys,now I want to eat dinner.Tomorrow I will upload again=)

See the new pic!
♥

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

I love my life.

 Hello,everybody
Sorry for my late and Sorry my laziness ==" 
hahahh=)
All the Readers are miss me huhh? I feel I really more and more lazy.OMG!>< I don't like holiday and really really really HATE!I want study,I want go school,I miss my all friend and..I love all the things :D
Recently, I am very happy, I really smile finally came back.All the things ,all the friendships including love are smooth!I like all things well..Every day there are smile,No worries,No cry,No sorrow.
Hari raya day,I go back for pahang again :) See my cousin Elaine! Waiting for my next post guys.hahahh

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

Superdog !


 Look at this , so damn Q right? Superdog!!=))
Such a creative mind the designer have. Nice clothes for lovable pets. Made in Japan of coarse , but not long only sure here starting to sell already. People are fast , when it comes to making $$$.
Talking bout pets. I wish to have a puppy , a small toy dog. I want really small , something like long-fur Chiwawa. I love Pomeranian too =)
But mummy daddy don't let! They say getting a pet is easy but taking care is hard , so ENOUGH! saddddd.

I've been so down and sad recently and I really want a pet and its dog , because we can talk and play with them. Also can put on some pretty clothes for them. Just like our Baby!
but forget it , I've asked 3times and my parents still don't let.
Maybe just hamster. still deciding ~

Last photo! The cute dog :D


U GOT IT,BABE! :D

Monday, August 30, 2010

烦

很烦,很乱!
我好想问个清楚,可是..我没勇气问
我问不下去,我能怎样?

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Don't want to leave.

Oh yeah~
Today is finally finished trial exam
 We don't have to be afraid, don't worry about it
I'm very excited,because we had to normal lives again :)
I'm waiting for October-PMR
Oh no~! ><'
I don't want to exam this PMR,Actually I'm afraid very worried..Worried about my bad grades.
Distance and 3 months, they soon graduate..
To tell the truth, I don't want them and him to leave this school,because I loathe to give up his leave. I'm afraid all alone! Afraid he after graduation will be pretended not to know me. Afraid he will find a good girl. 
I'm afraid ! Who knows?
=(
Can any people tell me, he would know me after graduation?

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

安息了

20.8.2010
那天爸爸和我说公公已去世了
当时的我还在睡梦中,听到这样 感觉很不真实感
我已经没办法再入睡了,不停的思考不停的害怕
   
我还记得很疼我的婆婆去世那夜晚死的感觉和情景
那天听到他去世之后,那种害怕的感觉又再次回来
我以为这些事不会再发生了
为什么还会那样?
现在想起以前的事,有点痛苦
害怕的心再次有
医药..不是很发达吗?
为什么还会陆陆续续死那么多人
是医生的失误吗? 还是人为?
我不懂,竟然你们医生已经知道了,为什么还要拖?
人就是要现实吗? 现实太残酷了吧.

我害怕我的亲戚朋友死,也害怕自己死
那种冷冰冰的感觉躺在棺材上,我一点也不要

人生就是这样,今天不知明天会发生什么事 
所以要好好珍惜自己的亲人和朋友,不要等到人已不在了才来后悔,才来懂得珍惜.
有时,家人骂我们也是为了我们好,
我们不因该骂回他们,说他们唠叨.

最后..

公公,安息了.

Friday, August 20, 2010

No post.

No post,No Idea.
I don't know what to write and My head is full of empty 
=='
So sorry all my readers,tomorrow I'll update again
 
Now,I want to say I'm tired!